IM sorry blogger but im cheating on you, tumblr has my heart now! :P

collectingpeices.tumblr.com

why?

You are very confusing. Sendin me mixed messages...what do you expect from me? seriously...
im on hold...i understand...you dont have to back away completely...
What do you want me to do...honestly i have no clue what i should think...

new blog

time for a change: http://recoveringfromlife-arlaina.blogspot.com

"past the point of no return"

uuugh that stupid song from phantom and the opera is stuck in my head!! psh! i wonder why???

Heart Troubles

I keep a defibulator in my closet, because my heart stops every time i think of you.
A simple jump start and I'll be good. I keep and oxygen mask in my closet, because you take my breathe away. A simple inhale and I'll be good. I keep a map in my closet, because i get lost without you. A simple path and I'll be good. You see, Im constantly on guard for the time when all will stop and ill drop to my knees and panic...i guess you could call this heart trouble.

hmmm

Theres this little peice of me thats slowly dissolving away.
mabey it's the part that cares, the part that worries.
mabey its the part that keeps me tied back.
mabey.....its the fact that i cant spell mabey right.....maybe.....there we go....
i dont know what it is. but it broke off, fell on the ground and now it's just....gone....
is that a good thing?

bleh

hahahhaah.....i...ummmm......ahhahhahahahha.....what??.........
hahahhahahahhahhahahahhaha......crap.......i need meds.