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"I find it much easier to tell you what i am thinking, when you are asleep"

We all keep secrets,

We all have a past.

We all have a story to tell,

wether or not our story is intresting, depends on us.

I plan to make my story as interesting as i can.







Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Sunday, September 12, 2010

I can sit back and watch. Everything. Take a deep breath as the rest of the world is gasping for air.

Today was a bad day

Today was a bad day.
I woke up and could tell right away.
Today i tried to keep it together, but ended up falling apart.
Today i sped through life wishing this day would finally end.
Today was a bad day.
But i made it better.
How?
Guess.

Friday, September 10, 2010

not sure

I want to tell people.
a simple truth.
I want to show people how easy it is to become consumed with everything.
I want to take the world by the hand and become it's friend.


I want............................................................

Be strong

Strength


what is strength?

The size of ones muscles?
The ability to lift heavy weights?

or is strength....

internal?
comes from within?

The ability to look at life, when it's kicked you down to the ground. and still be optimistic?
Smiling when all you want to do is cry?
Helping others when you are the one that needs it the most?
Pushing on even though giving up seems so apealing.

Strength

what is it?

Strength is you.
You are strong.

Happy hippy

A candle,
burns slowly.
Just like my heart beat.
Shadows illuminated on the walls
People laughing.
Hands gripping hope.
Throat closed
Smiling.
Pizza stain on my shirt.
Laughing at myself.
Feet hard.
Wind strong.
Im flying.
Rain beating on the side of the house.
Light outside welcoming stray cats.
A feeling of contentment.
confusion.
and finally acceptance.
Accepting the fact that life is.....crazy.
And we just have to take it as it is.
That if we try to force perfection well only tire ourselves.
Blank.
Everything endless.
Hope for...things better.
Knowing that if we give our all and trush in him
he will show us
that life.....is better.
Birds singing
grass wet.
Static hair.
A hug from a little girl.
This is life......
and it is crazy.
But we have to....take it as it is.
because really.....it is wonderful.